I did this interview with Becky in 2019, and I wanted to revisit it in light of the events currently unfolding in the United States. However, after reviewing it, I decided there were other things to be shared. If you think that the pain and anguish the black community is facing over the recent murders of black men and women is a new thing, then you haven’t been paying attention.
This pain and the indifference of the crafting community have been rippling through the crafting, knitting, and sewing communities for years, making it challenging for black makers in white crafting spaces. Did you notice what I said there? White crafting spaces because that’s what the major sewing machine, pattern, and fabric companies seem to think: That black makers are allowed in these spaces. Read that again… because yes, I said allowed.
Those companies do not want to upset their white customers WHO they believe are their bread and butter. Black dollars are the extra and will always be there because where else would we go? In their minds, they’ve made concessions. They feature black makers in their social media accounts, and they engaged with a black brand ambassador or two. See, look, they’re paying attention to black makers.
However, when civil unrest breaks out, collectively they seem to say, let’s take a back seat, wait, and see how this plays out. Because eventually, that black sewist will need a spool of thread, a zipper, a yard or two of fabric, or that new pattern. So if we sit here quietly and wait for it to blow over, we will be all good. In the meantime, we will continue to collect the dollars from our main community—the white crafter.
But something went wrong this time. Not only were black makers fed up with this inaction, but white makers were too. In major sewing machine and fabric companies and retailers, Facebook, Instagram, and websites, makers were leaving messages demanding responses to their sit-and-wait attitude. Emails, messages, and phone calls were made wondering, WHAT was their stance?
Understandably, black makers were hurt, angry, and frustrated with the lack of response by retailers with whom they spend major crafting dollars and have relationships. Out of those emotions, Black Makers Matter was conceived.

Black Makers Matter is a collective of makers from various backgrounds, ages, skills, and yes, we even have a black male maker in the group. Listed below is the vision and mission statement of the collective.
Now, I know that in the last couple of days, several of the sewing machine companies have come out with bland, place-holder statements regarding Black Lives Matter. However, these statements are as unconvincing as their silence was… There is yet to be a statement from Joann’s or Hobby Lobby (if you’re still shopping there!), so I assume they’re sticking with their sit-and-wait stance.
However, I hope you will join this new collective of makers because ALL are welcome. We’re over 20,000 strong, and new initiatives will be announced on the blkmakersmatter Instagram page. There is currently a survey on the Instagram page that makers are encouraged to complete.
Stay tuned as Black Makers Matter works to have a more inclusive crafting space—making it easier for black makers to be considered a part of the Making Community and to craft in white spaces.
Carolyn blogs at Diary of a Sewing Fanatic. You can find her on Instagram at @diaryofasewingfanatic.
Wow, and thank you for opening my eyes just a bit more. I’ll re-read and digest. We makers are very special and we can all learn from each other in so many ways. We are a force to be reckoned on many levels and we can help to make a difference. I am here to learn. Thanks again
Thank you, Meg! I’ve always believed here at Sewcialists that the act of telling stories and listening to each other is the most powerful agent for change. I’ve know Carolyn for YEARS and never realised how she was squeezing herself to fit into a space designed for people who look like me… I”ll be rereading this one again too! <3
Well stated…looking forward to future information…Thank You!
Thank you!
I have read some of the most ridiculous statements in the past 2 weeks. And I have also read some of the most touching and heart-felt statements, usually followed by concrete action. This post is hands down the most heartening I’ve come across, and I thank you with fervour Carolyn, everyone at Sewcialists, and everyone involved in the Black Makers Matter initiative. I’m off to get involved however I can. Even if it’s simply to remove the camouflage I wear over my Blackness to keep safe while in White maker spaces.
Marsha, thank you. As a white person on the Sewcialists team it has been such an uncomfortable revelation to realise that Black people in this space were having to retrain themselves to fit in. I promise that as you say, this learning will be followed by concrete action for us! <3
I live outside the US and only get a glimpse of any everyday discrimination you might face. I am sorry for what goes on.
Lives matter is not a question of colour: Each individual life matters – be it black or red or yellow or white. And all of YOU matter or should I say all of us because I do not think that we should be segregated into black makers and white makers.
The colour of our skin is as diverse as is our personality, our character, our style. It is what comes from inside that makes a difference.
I do not care about other people’s colour. I simply don’t consider it to be important. You are black, I am white, so what? I don’t see you or me that way. It is the way God created us and he surely did not intend anyone’s colour to be a privilege or drawback.
Hi Hannah! We’re so glad you liked the post – Black Makers Matter is so inspiring! Some food for thought: while it might sound nice to say we don’t see colour, the truth is that Black experiences are different than white experiences because of systemic racism. As a white person, we may not see where we are benefiting from systemic racism, but it still exists. Whether your country was colonised or was a coloniser, no country is unaffected. When Black makers tell us that their experience is different than white makers, then it is our job to support them making a safe for themselves, and to work to make all spaces safe for Black makers. <3
Dear Carolyn,
Can you believe we did that almost a year ago? It didn’t get scheduled until December, but we talked in summer. I truly enjoyed that chat – it was like hanging out with someone I’ve always known.
We talked about being tired of this shit then. We talked about the *real* experiences and boldness of racism coming out of the closet all over under this charlatan in the white house. Your story of your grandpa and the parallel with your grandson still haunts me to this day. May the one silver lining of this damn pandemic be that many more of us have the time on our hands to force a real, lasting change and can’t have an excuse to not speak up, march, draw permanent lines in the sand, and for those less mouthy & more patient than me, try to explain systemic & overt racism to those still not getting it.
I’m thrilled you’re pushing out and taking up more space. Carolyn, I want to see more of you in this world.
Very truly yours,
B
PS: To the GP: We are all indebted to those out there posting these mini dissertations on American Black History never once uttered in public school, and barely even touched on in college. We are all indebted to Black crafters for letting us (white people) float around like all is normal and nothing is amiss, only ever politely nudging us here and there. Your kindness has not been unnoticed by me. And for those of you getting cranky, please, by all means, keep getting cranky. As a mouthy woman, I’m a fan of cranky. <3
Thank you, Carolyn for this post and this work! Really excited about @blkmakersmatter. Excited to follow and support this community!
Thank you for this post, Carolyn! I’m really looking forward to seeing the Black Makers Matter initiative get off the ground.
I am hoarse cheering on your efforts, from waaaaaaaaay in the back. I don’t follow social media at all (sorry, just not my thing) but I am hopeful BMM can make the difference in the WAS (wait and see) BS that has annoyed me, a white woman and an atheist (yeah, try that on in our society and see how many friends you have) FOR, LIKE, F!@&ING EVER.
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Carolyn, thank you for all you do. I love seeing your makes and look forward to hearing more about your process. I think learning about other’s perspective is important for growth.
I get frustrated hearing makers/customers demanding authentic ethical statements from companies like Joanns and Hobby Lobby, et al. In my opinion you might as well get angry that the leopard won’t change its spots cause you tell it that kind of camouflage is no longer acceptable.
Businesses of that scale aren’t run by individuals but by boards that are beholden to shareholders to make profits. Registered companies are actually required by law to prioritise making profits to distribute to shareholders. That is achieved by keeping outgoing costs as low as possible, i.e. for workers wages and buying product. The most inexpensive product is going to come from low wage countries overseas. Maximising profit is the first and foremost mission of capitalism and if required they will tell you whatever you want to hear, while smirking behind their hands at your naivete.
Demanding statements that have any genuine integrity or effect from capitalist business enterprise is a performative spectacle displayed for fans you hope will admire you for it. My cynicism predicts it is all ultimately a waste of energy. They will hire somebody – ironically probably a BIPOC! – who’ll issue a statement with all the right woke sentiments and slogans. The demanders will feel vindicated and within a month or two we’ll revert back to “business as usual”.
As much as I’m personally ideologically opposed to lists of goodies and baddies, your “safe places to shop” list is a better way to educate people for real change. (the reason I’m opposed is because these things start motivated by idealism but quickly get corrupted by opportunists no matter how much rigour is applied. Capitalism will always go where the money is)
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Dear Carolyn of Diary of a Sewing Fanatic, THANK YOU!!!! I’m so not a social media person I had no clue, until reading about it on your blog, about #BLKMakersMatter. I had been inside a joanns an watched a husqvarna viking sales woman talk to a older Black woman in the rudest most condescending way when she stopped by to ask about a new machine. I ended up going over to her after to talk to her about this racist sales person who was completely out of line. But looking around seeing no response to everything, it feels like just one more thing in a long line. Looking at pattern companies not just remain silent but double down on their own petty racism (buttericks continued use of a White model for the Meghan Markle knock off wedding dress on there website and catalogs etc.) has left me so upset. Learning about the #BLKMakersMatter felt right on time. Like most crafters I love buying supplies, but knowing the the value of Black dollars I’m done.